Strange dreams last night.

I had three very specific dreams last night… In the first one I was a guy… (that is just so strange but I am afraid to look up what that could mean in dream world, to regularly dream that one is a guy…..) So, I was a guy! And a handsome one, even if I…

The Stories: Part 20.

Fact number 20: I have a lot of fantasies….. Ya…. 🙂 I do indeed. I’m not just talking sexual though. I have a wild and crazy imagination. Everything from flying (there is a specific technique…. you need to position your body as if you were going to sit down and then you hold your arms…

Poetry: “The Ghost I See”.

I am once again staring out the window Snow falling from the skies This winter gloom keeps beating me down As my tears drop from my eyes   Where is the sun. Where are my rainbows? They seem to have said goodbye I don’t deserve anything other than the snow The anguish takes hold and…

Poetry: “And Yet I Breathe”.

Sitting here staring out the window There is a life Somewhere out there I can see it I can smell it But I can’t touch it I long to be loved The way I deserve to be loved I long for passion The way passion was meant to be I long for touch The way…

Breaking.

I am breaking everything that I was I am ending the life I have known I am in mourning and I am saying goodbye as I scream to the heavens What have I done.   ~ Becca ~  

A Song For My Mood

These lyrics are really somethin….. it’s about rainbows and cuddles 🙂 Kyle Neal – Closer   ~ Becca ~

Poetry: “I Fear These Days”.

Fuck this world and everyone in it Except for the one who is too far to reach Dark clouds have fallen upon my sky Thunder and lightning are imminent  I need my warrior spirit to survive… There is a real impending doom And impending violence Dark impending gloom I fear to breathe I fear the…

Ya idunno 😆

I’m cheery as fuck! 😃 Holy hell what happened I can see freedom I can taste it! I now know that endless gloom and cheery as fuck both have the same effect on my driving –> they both warrant driving 160 km/ph lol!   ~ Becca ~

Poetry: “Rainbows and Cuddles”.

Rainbows and cuddles Sunshine and sparkles and touching and kissing But soon of the dark I will start thinking I’m still on cloud 9 The fall is written in the books I’m sure it will come soon But I am protected, as we stare at the moon Rainbows and cuddles And don’t forget puppies! Right now your…

The Stories: Part 19.

Fact number 19: I do not own a television. Ya. There ya go. Now sure what to say about that… Do you know how expensive those things are?? I have a severe hatred towards reality shows. What I do wanna watch I can find online. And that is just about everything I want to say…

Poetry: “Delirious & Sex”.

I woke up feeling deliriously happy Holy fuck what happened I think something might have snapped This is not how my day I imagined!   Where is my blue, where are my aches? I am so suspicious of this overjoy It leads to a crash, no? But fuck it, this lust I must employ!  …

Poem: “The Truck”.

Every day I come up with new truths which then turn out not to be true I walk in endless delusions Trying to hide my mind which is blue   I wake up so fucking cheery it’s sickening My mind has these crazy thoughts and fantasies I touch myself and make my body feel And…