Ya, not really.
I feel hunger and pain. I am afraid if I let go of the hunger, the pain will explode. Today I feel like I got hit with a shovel and I didn’t even see it coming. How stupid can one be…. I was reminded as to why I have walls in the first place.
I ate about 250 calories this morning. I was trying to start off my day being positive. I got railroaded. It is now 6pm. I wont eat today.
So I can tell myself, the hunger is real, the pain is not.
~ Becca ~