Ok, I thought I should try and keep track of my eating as I do not think it is improving. And what better place to do this than on my secret blog??
I wont put the last month on here but it has gradually gotten worse. I’ll just stick to today.
Intake: 7 cups of coffee. About 2,5 liters water. At 6pm I ate schnitzel with frenchfries and ketchup. 6.30pm got a panic attack and threw most of it up. I am now having my last cup of coffee for today so total will be 8. Probably another 0,5 liter water before bed.
My thoughts while I was throwing up the only food I ate today? Fuck. I am so fucked. (And ‘stop’ but that was with my real voice and that one never wins)
~ Becca ~